Tonight's word is intentional.
I don't even know what to write.
So, poetry for five minutes, unfettered.
Here we go:
Holding it back
Holding it in
And yet, pain.
Where are you?!
I know you're here.
I feel nothing.
I want everything.
I want you.
What are my intentions?
I am fully yours.
I want only your fulfilling love.
I am intentional.
I am waiting here for you,
I cannot wait.
I cannot stand still
I cannot stand the silence.
Washing over me
Tumbling me like Ocean waves
Panting from all my trying.
I struggle to keep my head up
as I bow down
What am I that you would love me?
What do you see that would stop the God of the Universe?
And yet, I am beautiful and wonderfully made.
The curve of my chin,
the sparkle in my eyes,
the crinkles at the edges of my mouth when I smile,
this stops you and you say it is very good.
Oh my God, I cry out to you!
Will you let me feel you tonight?
Will you draw me into your tangible presence?
I am needing you to be intentional.
Don't let me flutter around like a restless bird.
Let us be, just you and me, sitting here and let us breathe.
|We had an unusual sunspot rainbow that mirrored the other night, and I was fortunate enough to capture it with my cellphone while spending time outdoors with my girls. We took a walk and ate ice cream and enjoyed the rainbows.|